Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Love Never Dies

He's an Ex for too many reasons, but HE still haunts you. Your pillow isn't as wet anymore, but you still have the occasional sobby night when you still cry yourself to sleep asking, "Why"? Your heart still skips a beat when you think you've spotted HIM on the street. You pull out old photographs and get upset that you can't see HIS face behind the giant X you marked on it. You still read HIS horoscope and say a little prayer for HIS commitmentphobic heart. You still wear the jewellery HE bought you and can't seem to throw away the perfume bottle HE bought you for Valentine's Day four years ago because there's still a drop in it. You've kissed other men since him, but pretend it's always HIM. Your friends have banned any conversations about your failed relationship and you fooled your shrink into believing that you've moved on. You Google HIS name everyday and cry every time HE posts pictures of his new girlfriends on Facebook. When HE accepted your Friend invitation on Facebook, you believed with all your heart that you were back into HIS life for good. HE never responds to your postings, replies to your e-mails or answers your calls. Your nearly had a conniption when HE changed his cell number. But, you're still a Facebook friend. HE still, HE has, HIS face, it's still HIM... There's hope. It's fate. It's written in the book. Face it.

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